December 2008
16 posts
time, that's all i need. come on, take my lead...
i’ve been thinking a lot tonight. it might have to do with the current state of mind i’m in, but i’ve decided a few things.
one is that i think that parents should take a step back from their children and let them learn on their own. no, it’s not because my parents are insane about me. they’re alright. but i was looking back on the many lessons i’ve learned,...
dreaming of visions i haven't had yet.
that’s what i’ve been doing all day. i’m sitting here in my room looking outside. let’s see:
it’s already basically pitch black despite the fact that it’s only five o’clock. what the hell. all of the streetlights are on and i would probably think that it’s midnight if i didn’t have a clock in front of me right now.
the weather is going from...
a melody softly soaring through my atmosphere...
well, i won’t lie. i’ve had this song constantly stuck in my head since october, veteran’s day weekend to be exact, and i can’t get enough of her. the guitar part is so simple, but i think that’s what makes it so perfect. missy higgins is a genius. i would love to see her play, i really would, but i doubt she tours much in the US let alone come anywhere near chicago....
wrapped up.
well, i just wrapped up my night before christmas with my family. i must say, it was one of the most bittersweet moments of my life. something extremely grave is occurring in my extended family and we were given the news today. not the best time, but i’m glad we know now and not later.
nevertheless, my immediate family seemed to carry on pretty nicely. it was a long day though.
i was...
is this coincidence or a sign?
i just noticed that it’s officially winter. isn’t that weird? i think it’s the presence of so much snow on the ground and the sub-zero weather… but who knows. my head is on a different calendar. the summer is more like the beginning of a new year to me.
speaking of, i can’t wait for summer. it’s the most comfortable season, especially in chicago. almost every...
snowed in.
this sucks majorly. tonight was supposed to be interesting… :)
i fear i'm losing all control...
i can feel it and, truthfully, i don’t know if i want to. it’s a fine line to walk and i can’t afford to trip.
blind-folded, eyes wide open, staring through me.
for some reason, i feel extremely vulnerable, so my wall is higher than ever. i’m sorry if i shut you out, i don’t mean to.
i'm borrowing it... i swear!
this is going to probably sound really stupid and annoying, but today i was on facebook and an aquaintence of mine added some photos to an album and it was in my mini-feed or whatever the hell it’s called. and they were really pretty pictures that were edited of landscapes, buildings, nature, people, etc. i recognized one as familiar and i sort of dismissed it because i see many similar...
purchased.
true story. i’m so excited. :D
defining moment.
not only is defining moment an old band from tallahassee that features 3/5 of one of my favorite bands, but it is also a significant moment in one’s life that impacts change.
one of my good friends sits next to me in my math class. and infront of him is another guy named… let’s call him bob. now, i couldn’t tell you for the life of me what we were supposedly learning in...
take a bite of reality.
so, i had some chinese food tonight for dinner and i found some fortune cookies in the take out bag. clearly, the chinese are very honest and smart people.
straight as an arrow...
and definitely not crooked at all. cheers, rod blagojevich, cheers. is it possible for him to win a darwin award? because i hereby nominate him… just a thought.
i'm ready when you are.
sometimes, i wish i had the ability to say what i mean to people without worrying about the repercussions. sometimes.